5 Mar 2017

石田衣良短篇小說:渴愛的城市 (愛がいない部屋)

直木賞作家石田衣良的第三本短篇小說集,書名翻得很傳神,日文直譯是「沒有愛的房間」,而譯者綿羊王蘊潔卻翻成「渴愛的城市」,就好像整本小說裡述說的十篇故事。故事裡的主角們都住在有東京小巴黎之稱的神樂坂,他們另一項共通點,就像中文的書名一樣-都渴望愛。


第一篇-分享天空
一對素昧平生的年輕男女,因為緣份而合租一套雅房,兩人有各自的房間,生活鮮少有交集,但如果可以的話,故事中的OL非常想和男同居人分享自己的一片天空。

第二篇-魔法臥室
六年的婚姻生活對於這篇故事裡的夫妻,顯得有些過於平淡、漫不經心,甚至無聊到像是週而復始的歷行公式,然而,在每天居住的環境中加了點調味料之後,兩人的感情和生活產生了微妙的改變。

第三篇-玫瑰之城
家,對於許多人而言,就像是個能夠與世隔絕的城堡,從小因為母親言語暴力,而在人生道路上停滯不前的熟女,渴望著能擁有自己的城堡,卻也因此立起了他人無法跨越的心牆。

第四篇-家庭劇院
說的是被現實壓得喘不過氣的「尼特族」,原來這個名詞早在2005年的東京就出現了,身在其中的孩子對這被媒體命名的現象無能為力,只能在科幻電影的「虛構」當中尋覓和父親的天倫之樂。

第五篇-焚燒落葉
年邁的鰥夫寡婦還能找到人生的第二春嗎?在許多國家的文化背景下答案也許是肯定的,但在相對保守的日本卻要面對社會價值的批判,甚至家人的鄙視和反對,在世人的壓力下,六十三歲的寡婦也不斷嘗試用她的方式去追尋。

第六篇-我為你朗讀
男人和女人連結的方式有很多種,有肉體接觸的女友、夫妻或是情婦等,還有只有精神上交往的另一半,有一點像柏拉圖式的愛,用言語和文字建立起比肉體更堅靭的感情連結,這篇講的就是這樣的感情。

第七篇-夢中的男人
不斷享受著禁忌遊戲的人妻,卻只有在夢中才能見到自己的幸福,雖然那份幸福和丈夫很像,卻始終無法擺脫已經完全沉浸於肉慾之中的歡愉。

第八篇-十七個月
晉升為人母之後,獨處的時間就無法像人妻時一樣寬裕,對於母親而言,也並非所有生下的負擔都能跟想像中的一樣甜蜜,這篇述說的,即是在夾縫中堅強奮戰的偉大媽媽。

第九篇-手指樂園
除了家和工作以外,人們都希望能有個自己專屬的空間,在這裡講的說按摩店,一個能暫時擺脫職場責任和家庭負擔的場所。

第十篇-沒有愛的房間
這篇是這十篇當中讓我最感動的。每個人的心靈都需要出口,其中最有效的應該就是能有人傾訴,多數人的對象通常都不會是親人或家人,因為他們往往是需要找出口的原因,這時,能夠願意向外界求助的勇氣就會顯得格外重要。


整本小說的十篇故事各自獨立,類型多元,角色眾多,篇幅都不長,卻又很引人入勝,以作者石田衣良的說法,就好像「略帶苦味的黑巧克力」般的作品。透過作者的筆觸,可以感受到十篇故事裡各種人生階段的男女,都在包覆著都會生活的糖衣中掙扎,渴望愛卻也畏懼愛,同時也不斷提醒著我們,無論身處什麼樣的困摬,也不要讓自己的心被現實打敗,唯有如此,愛才不會跟著崩壞。

在此向你推薦直木賞名作家石田衣良的這本短篇小說:渴愛的城市 (愛かいない部屋)

5 Feb 2017

「小說」「電影」哪啊哪啊神去村+夜話

簡單的說,這是個讓宮崎駿讀得愛不釋手,巴不得想把裡面的點點滴滴拍成電影或動畫,但最後又捨不得如何此做的故事。


而這段宮崎駿熱愛與掙扎也被當作小說版的推薦序和電影版的宣傳話術。


小說版的作者是三浦紫苑 (みうら しをん) 共分成兩集
哪啊哪啊 ~ 神去村 (神去なあなあ日常)
哪啊哪啊 ~ 神去村夜話 (神去なあなあ夜話)

電影版則是由長澤雅美染谷將太 主演
是《水男孩》、〈機器老男孩〉的導演矢口史靖2014年的作品

不消說 電影一定跟原著有些差異
電影有即使土土的卻還是很正的女神長澤雅美
有把小說主角平野勇氣演得活靈活現的染谷將太
有有趣的敘事方式和歡樂的氛圍
把小說裡大山祇神的祭典、神降、養護工作和樹頂的風景
具體地表現出來
也有小說裡沒有的 對都市人慢活的諷刺
和林業的價值觀 就像清一哥所說的
「如果是農業的話 閒暇時種的菜有多好吃
 只要嘗嘗就能知道其中的喜悅;
 可是林業的工作有沒有做好
 只有在我們死後才能得到結論」

而小說 則是把神去村的精神和信仰藏在字裡行間
和電影不同 每個角色都能夠感覺到他們在故事中扮演的角色
不只是電影海報上的平野勇氣 直紀和與喜
神去村的東家清一哥 一把年紀還是非常有趣的繁奶奶
小時候曾經被神隱的巖叔 七十過半卻仍然硬朗的山林智者三郎老爹
調平又樸實的孩子山太 走到哪跟到哪的可愛柴田犬阿鋸 (のこ)
另外也有更多更溫暖也更有趣的故事 (尤其是夜話
故事們述說著神去村的信仰、過去、起源、感情、林業
但不知不覺中的體悟其實都能反映在生活許多層面

如果你只有兩個小時的空檔
可以當作休閒看看電影
如果你願意偶爾撥一點空翻翻書
誠心推薦這部小說
擔心直接看第二本夜話故事會接不下嗎?
不用擔心 因為我就是先看第二本
完全不會有感覺少了什麼的困擾
怕看過電影小說就變得沒那麼有趣了嗎?
這也不用擔心 裡頭的故事不會讓你失望

最後 真的希望自己能像平野勇氣所說的
「有朝一日一定要去神去村玩一趟!」
(記得是在日本三重縣的中西部 接近奈良邊境

28 Jan 2017

Taiwanese Horror Game "Detention" Explanation and Metaphor (element and symbol)


100% spoiler, stop reading if you haven't played.

Greenhill High School: Keelung High School. Happened quite lots of incidents during White Terror.

Typhoon: Means the inside of Ray's heart hasn't gotten ease.

Lone white daffodil: Means Ray.

The photo under white daffodil: The poem is quoted by Indian poet Rabindranath Tagore. The photo is Mr. Chang. The roots of the plant can reflect the person. Which means Mr. Chang is in the deep of Ray's mind.

White-Jade Deer Pendant: Icon of Mr. Chang, means purity and nobility. Wei said, "Someone threw it into the vent". Actually, it was thrown by Ray herself after she misunderstood Mr. Chang had dumped her. It's also why Ray wants to get it every time she starts her cycle.

Rat in vein: Means Ray "rat" on others.

Red river and broken bridge: In Asia, spirits cannot go through the river (Acheron in Ancient Greek; River Sanzu 三途川 in Japan) if they still have things unfinished or guilt haven't confessed. For Ray, she's also an earthbound spirit, another reason she cannot leave the place.

People who hung upside down: One of executing way during White Terror. The scratches on the face are part of torture.

Fortune-telling poem (籤詩): A kind of poem told by God. You can still find this kind of things in lots of places in Asia.

The lingered (魍魎): Originally, it's kind of spirit that linger around, cannot reincarnate. In the game, they look like Ray, maybe it means that they are the pieces of her every time she rerun.


Old Ma'am: Like the character of Meng Po (孟婆), who gives spirits the Meng Po Soup for forgetting everything they learned, so that spirits can go through River Sanzu and reincarnate.

The call in principal's office: "Fang, I'm waiting for you in the counselor." Ray only has one counselor, and who is Mr. Chang.

The hooded person in the mirror: Is Mr. Chang. Ray wants to revenge to Mrs. Yin and thought the book list is "Just a harmless piece of paper", like what Ray's mom did to her father. Unfortunately, she killed Mr. Chang unintentionally. Another reason is that Ray didn't know Chang is one of the Book Club. Ray crouch and cover her ears means that she still cannot face the true and blame all fault on Mrs. Yin.


Table with bloodstain even before pouring blood on, the bloodstain on piano: Means Ray has already experienced lots of times.


Food Offering (腳尾飯): A bowl of rice with duck egg and some other dishes. For dead people, so that they have the power to go to hell.


Big ghost: According to it wear military suit and cap, it might be instructor Bai, the bag behind it is filled with heads that instructor Bai killed in wars. The whole imagination is that instructor Bai keeps haunting in Ray's mind.

Paper plane: The connection between Ray and Mr. Chang; the salvation to pull Ray from broken family, also means Mr. Chang's help.

Lantern Spector: spirits from hell for taking linger spirit to the hell. HeiBai Wuchang are the most famous ones.


Puppets (布袋戲): Taiwanese traditional play. People believe that human-like objects may be attached spirit and become half-human objects.

The puppet play: An execution, the hooded puppet is Mr. Chang, the upside down puppet is Wei. The play means Wei was caught in accident.

Spirit Money (金紙): Also means ghost money. Lots of places in Asia still have this burn spirit money tradition.

Incense burner (天宮爐): 「天宮」 means Jade Emperor (玉皇大帝). The representation of the first god. People should burn three incenses before entering a temple. In the game, this is a part of seeing Justice Cheng Huang.


Justice Cheng Huang (城隍): God of justice, judge ethical right from wrong, also have the power to explain people's troubles. 

BuaBuei (擲筊): A way to ask god question. Two flat sides face up is laughing answer, means god laugh, haven't know the result yet, represent "not sure" or "maybe". Two face down means crying or angry answer means god become angry or feels sad, represent "disagree". One up one down is divine answer, means "yes" or "agree".




The background on the street: 蚵仔煎 (oyster omelette), 糖葫蘆 (Tanghulu), 臭豆腐 (stinky tofu), 剉冰 (Baobing) are all classical Taiwanese local food.


The Bagua (八卦): There are white and black on Bagua Mirror, and they should be even. However, the one in the living room is black more than white. Which means Ray's mom is going to revenge the cheating by reporting. In the game the number "623" in Bagua means the situation is stuck in dilemma, should use wisdom to solve the problem.


Teacher on a boat: What's a boat for? To take people go through a river, right? In the game, Mr. Chang sits on a boat means he is the key to taking Ray pass River Sanzu.

Search Warrant: Last sentence "hearing this, I felt as if she was smelling underneath." Which means Ray's mom got the evidence of bribery from private investigator, and report it to the police. As a revenge of cheating and domestic violence.

For songs in the game (四月望雨): Four songs were very popular in that time, even some people can still sing now. And they had been all prohibited songs under Martial Law. In the game, changing the songs by changing radio channel. They represent Ray's four kinds of feeling. Red in All Four Seasons (四季紅) is about love, represent "happiness", means she's in love with Mr. Chang. Moonlight Sorrow (月夜愁) is about broken love, represent "sorrow", means Chang turned cold on Ray. Bang Chhun-Hong (望春風) represent "hope" since Ray was about to date with Mr. Chang. A Flower on a Rainy Night (雨夜花) is about a girl leave hometown to Taipei, fell in love with a guy who dumped her after in love with another girl. In the end, she feels so shame that cannot back to her parents and kills herself. Just like Ray killed Mr. Chang unintentionally, then suicide and continuously cycle the journey.

Goldfish: In Buddhism, goldfish means happiness and freedom. Fishbone means the fadeaway of happiness.


Amnesty Certificate: According to the date on it, born in 民國39 (1950), free in 民國81年 (1992), and Wei was taken to jail when he 16. Summarize above, Wei was locked in jail for 26 years, and he is at least 42 years old when he back to school. On the other hand, Ray haunting and cycling in the school more than 26 years......

The rope in the bad end: Sin, means the award ceremony became the last straw to make Ray kill herself. And it's also the reason Ray haunting around there.The true and the sin aretoo hard to accept and confess.

The jump: The real way Ray finished her life.

Black shadow and white shadow: The original Ray's spirit and the one earthbound. In the game, only we get five times "you are me" answer from black shadow and pick the Yellowed Paper Plane can achieve the good ending. The five multiple choices are about if earthbound Ray can confess what have she done and face herself. The Yellowed Paper plane is the forgiveness from Mr. Chang. If answer any of the questions or miss the Yellowed Paper Plane, Ray will back to the most suffer place "award ceremony" and keep cycling misery. In other words, the bad end is that Ray still cannot face the reality or confess what have she done.


The game release year (2017): 30 years since Martial Law ended.

The game release date 13rd Jan.: The death date of Chiang Ching-Kuo (蔣經國) (son of Chiang Kai-Shek 蔣中正), who is the one ended Martial Law and the head of the national special agent. In the game who walk in the mirror and the one who did the "shh" are all the imagination of special agent. Found Ray's father's room in a mess after the "shh", means her father was taken away by agents. 


The Statue of Chiang Kai-Shek

Last but not least, history should not be forgotten, history should be faced and confessed. No matter for Ray or for Taiwan. Hope you enjoy this game. Thank you for reading. :)


27 Jan 2017

Taiwanese Horror Game "Detention" Explanation and Metaphor (Game Story)


100% spoiler. Stop reading if you haven't played.

(Story Background)
1960s Taiwan under Martial Law (White Terror Period). A senior high girl student Fang RayShin (Ray), was in a happy and warm family. She also did well in school, straight A and got some awards. Beloved by other students and teachers. Unfortunately, her family shattered pieces because her civil servant father cheated on her mom. Ray's mom can't stand anymore and look private inspector for help to catch his tripping. Then she reported to the government with corruption evidence. Ray's family were fell apart after her father was taken away by police. Finally, Ray shocked and changed, became a problem student.

After she became a problem student, school arrange a teacher Chang MingHui as her counselor. Unexpectedly, they fell in love. Mr. Hung gave Ray a White-Jade Deer Pendant as a keepsake after a movie date.

For a teacher who had studied aboard in love with a student was not a big deal. But it's unacceptable for a very conservative society in that time. Besides, Mr. Hung and history teacher Yin TsuiHan (Yin) organized a secret book reading club. Led students to read prohibited books. Ms. Yin warned Teacher Chang away from Ray since she was afraid of pulling Ray into danger.

Ray misunderstood that Mrs. Yin took Mr. Chang away from her since only partial eavesdropping. Ray reminded what her mother said when police took her father away. And then she did the same thing. She made up her mind to revenge Ms. Yin and take Mr. Chang back by providing Instructor Bai GuoFang (Bai) the list. To do so, she used her junior Wei ChungTing (Wei) who admired Ray. Ray lied that she wanted to read the books too but actually only want to get the list (gun metaphor). Finally, Ray became a "merciless patriot".

Wei is a visionary person. He confessed that the whole book club affair for protecting Ray and his family after noticed danger is coming (typhoon alert metaphor). All other students cursed and bullied him as a "snitcher".

Except for Ms. Yin escaped aboard, Mr. Chang and all reading club students were executed brutally or tortured to dead. Wei was locked in jail for at least 26 years (rather 15 years).

Ray realized what had she done and lost her family, friendship, and love. The report award ceremony became the last straw crush her. In the end, she can't bear anymore and jumped from the roof. People who kill themselves cannot go through Acheron and reincarnate. Only can reexperience the terrible memory as an earthbound spirit. Furthermore, her spirit shattered and lost her memory after refaced too many times catastrophy. This game is to help Ray to recollect her memory and honestly face what had she done so that she can let go the grief and reincarnate.

The name of the game in Chinese should be "Back to School". Which means Ray's savior Wei back to school several times, and Ray relieves her grief and pressure in the end. (good end). For the bad end, Ray still cannot stand and face the truth. Continually cycle her misery. However, few countries have the "back to school" custom. So Red Candle named it as "detention". Which still appropriate for earthbound spirit Ray, isn't it.


Taiwanese Horror Game "Detention" Explanation and Metaphor (element and symbol)

31 Dec 2016

非正規反抗-池袋西口公園8-石田衣良IWGP系列第八彈

「每個人都應該靠自己的力量生存。然而,如果工作只是了活著,還有什麼希望可言呢?」
傾聽失落世代的聲音 IWGP系列第八彈
作者:石田衣良


第一次走進石田衣良的世界是他第一本IWGP (IKEBUKURO WEST GATE PARK)
故事背景是池袋西口公園,主人公真島誠以「麻煩終結者」的身份,無償替人解決遊走在社會底層灰色地帶的麻煩問題。比起黑白非明的警匪小說、不知所以的懸疑小說,或是曲折離奇又瑣碎複雜的警探偵探小說,我更喜歡池袋西口公園系列。

一來是作者帶有溫度的敘事方式,可以更深刻地感受到各個角色的特色和每個麻煩的掙扎,並不是那種出現在眼前具體的樣子,而是那種留在我們心裡有溫度的感受;二來是故事內容本身,往往是社會底層、街頭、財團權勢或是法律灰色地帶的問題,這些雖然不時在我們週遭發生,或是出現在我們眼前,卻總是未曾引起我們的注意,而石田衣良的筆觸,就好像一位富有人文氣息的智者,帶著我們走進這些世界,好好正視這些事情。

IWGP第八彈的第一篇故事「千川餘生媽媽」
說的是一位單親媽媽為了孩子在社會夾縫中生存的故事
「這個世界,有所謂看不見的家庭存在對吧!確實存在卻無人注意,痛苦和貧困全都塞在家裡,不會對外洩漏。就像春雪一般,乾乾淨淨地從世界上消失。再怎麼困難,也沒人伸出援手…」

第二篇「池袋清潔隊」是篇給底層人們一個「家」的故事
「你知道走在東京最酷的事是什麼嗎?只要你在路上稍微注意一下,竟然是撿垃圾!那樣的活動,可以讓自己居住的街道變得乾淨。如果只是單純因為能讓心情很好,不就已經是很棒的理由了嗎?」
「如果你被綁架,會有多少和你沒有任何利害關係的人,希望你安全無事地被帶回來呢?」

第三篇「退休牛頭犬」說的是世界的轉變
「一旦你幹了幾十年的警官,看待世界的眼光就會變得簡單。這個世界固然有陰暗與光明兩面之分,但少有光面的陰暗面或陰暗的光明面這種狀況存在。以前街上全是一些可以馬上解決的事件,但泡沫經濟結束後,街道與犯罪都變得莫名其妙了。」

第四篇「非正規反抗軍」是派遣工們的絕望吶喊
「每個人至少都有幾樣能保護自己的屏障對吧!家人、學歷、財產、或是值得信賴的朋友。可是因為某種原因這些屏障全都消失了,不管是誰都會成為難民。而現在,已經是這樣的時代了。」
「為什麼你會對工會的麻煩這麼熱心呢?你們不是街頭幫派嗎?」「是為了社會正義」

最後2017年的第一個早晨
希望各位能有顆豐富的心靈迎接每好的一天

跨完年只睡了五個小時就自然醒的 吳紙片 敬上 1st Jan. 2017